9//30 hot pink blush isnt getting much use these day get’em girl jeans aint gettin no love these days flip flops more often than heels these days lucky to find the time for pedicures or manicures peanut butter and banana sandwich with a green smoothie quick and easy in between laundry and breast feeding I got my nails done felt guilt while I was gone smiled like I was being sneaky Husband said I need to do it more often I deserve it Son wanted to go next time so he can paint them for me both my men said I looked pretty I still washed dishes that night I still made dinner gave the baby a bath and nursed her til she fell asleep but I did it with hot pink barbie nails
3/30 Staying Alive It’s a debt card with a $14 balance swiped for $10 of gas to take your oldest child to meet the easter bunny for free in the local park Its a $1 dress washed and iron its feeling pretty its feeling worthy its mistakes corrected its corrections accepted its friendships lasting its ending friendships its check to check beans and rice its kisses and hugs fucking when its cold its everything you needed r ight on time its breast milk saved and stored its baby on the breast for over a year it is change it is staying the same it is stayingalive
I was reminded of my responsibility this evening. stumbled upon a video, and then hundreds more entitled. If you knew me... Our children are stressed out picking on each other attacking any and every difference isolating each other our girls our young girls should never be filled with so much fear the cut in the morning as a release to make it thru the day purge after gym to full from holding in shame So insecure I wonder the secrets the name caller has why hate slides past her lips as easy as butter on pancakes Fat.Stupid.Ugly retard.fag. die what would make it ok to offer an option of suicide condone such an act and even after the names shot past your lips with perfect aim landing as a cut on the arm she will still with badge hanging offer to hug you her heart is not harmed kim 15 smiled after she shared her story and offered an open ear I told her she is an inspiration
Keely loved this book when she was two, and still wants me to read it to her at least twice a week!
ReplyDeleteThat baby was reading!!! I LOVE that. I love that book, too.
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