Election day. 2020

Brain dump 


We won't even know the winner today. We have at least a week for that. I will focus on staying black. You see that is the thing, no matter who wins, I will still be a child of an enslaved African. A child of American Slavery. No matter who wins that fact will be ignored, the proven damage that this has caused will be ignored. The jim crow laws, the KKK, the burning crosses, the fathers that never made it home, the poverty all of it will be ignored. No matter who wins Black men will be seen as the enemy and the problem. NO MATTER who wins the LGBTQI agenda will outweigh the Black agenda. This election had no benefit for ME directly that I was able to see. No one spoke directly to me, my people, or my community. I think both Red and Blue are racist, sexist, classist, and anti-black. 

Both Red and Blue will deny White Supremacy, will deny the hate and fear of black skin so fuck'em both.

I just had to get this off my chest you know and No!! I am not anti LGBTQI... so don't even try me. 

today - I will not buy into the fear that is being spread, the anxiety that is being shared via post. Even a post telling me how to keep calm "in these times" is annoying as fuck to me. Yall understand Black People have never stopped being killed!! The police have killed us under Blue and Red, prisons were built under Blue and Red, Black folks were over punished under both Blue and Red. Black people have been out here getting screwed over every way you look, overworked and underpaid, feared, killed, lynched, raped, and lied on. We have been experimented on in labs and in our communities with and without our permission, guns, and drugs delivered to our neighborhood by these Blue and Red politicians that I am supposed to care about. GTFOH!!!!

Yes I voted, No I didn't vote for Trump... so please Do Not try me.

Also, I see you all taking on the water again..smh. I will not be in this fight... this is not my fight, not this time. Please keep it all in your own neighborhoods. fight with each other. leave me out of it. 

I had to get all of this out of my head so when I see you or your post I can respond with the joy in my heart. I still have joy in my heart of course. I know the only thing keeping me sane is my connection with my ancestors. 


 


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