To know me 7/30

7/30




I reggae
pop
hip hop
r n b
reality tv

politics
controversy
see the other sides
side
opinionated

A manual would be suitable
for you

If I would have known
you didn't know
how to know me
I would have
kept our friendship
aim, gchat isolated

profile private
google plus
Accantince  

Simple conversations
no intimacy needed

you superficial
vain stereotype
of a scorned women

wishy washy
selfish
and mean

I know how to know you
know how to look past all of that

let you be you
except and encourage you
hug
sit with you
know you

If I would have known
you didn't know how to know me

how to be a friend to me
how to let me grow
and change
and mature

I am gospel
dance hall
electronica
and funk

I change
I wish I would have known
you couldn't keep up

Comments

  1. Alexis YaelApril 16, 2012 at 8:05 AM

    Love this poem! Not only does it flow well, I also know this "friendship" issue well, so I can definitely relate.

    (Found you via the shout-out on NaPoWrimo's blog. Happy Poeming!)

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  2. Tamara BlueApril 17, 2012 at 8:13 PM

    oh wow thanks, doing my best to try and catch up lol

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